I think I'm going through a mid life crisis or something on the lines of that. I've just realised I'm nearly 30 and I can't even drive. And I don't have a career. Not even a proper education.
I've also realised life is pretty... pointless. Think how meaningless one single human is in the whole of universe? But still we have all these emotions and all this energy that is capable of so much. And what do we do with it? We use our energy and waste our lives to go to work, do laundry, clean, sleep and whine about how displeased with everything we are.
I'm bored of having it like that. I've definitely mastered talking about all the things I want to experience in life, but that's about the end of it. I never take any direction in my actions to make it reality. But at the end of the day, if I'm unhappy with any aspect of my life, why not change it? After all it's my life and it's at the end of the day only me that can make it more enjoyable.
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