24·08·15

I think I'm going through a mid life crisis or something on the lines of that. I've just realised I'm nearly 30 and I can't even drive. And I don't have a career. Not even a proper education.

I've also realised life is pretty... pointless. Think how meaningless one single human is in the whole of universe? But still we have all these emotions and all this energy that is capable of so much. And what do we do with it? We use our energy and waste our lives to go to work, do laundry, clean, sleep and whine about how displeased with everything we are.

I'm bored of having it like that. I've definitely mastered talking about all the things I want to experience in life, but that's about the end of it. I never take any direction in my actions to make it reality. But at the end of the day, if I'm unhappy with any aspect of my life, why not change it? After all it's my life and it's at the end of the day only me that can make it more enjoyable.

15·08·15

It's exactly one week since me and the family came back from our holiday to Croatia. I've had time to land and reflect properly over the trip, and get back into boring everyday life. :P

All I have to say about it all is really, it was amazing.

I was a little anxious about it at first because I haven't been on holiday for so long, but once we got there, there wasn't a single minute I felt stressed. Just the whole atmosphere of the island Brač we stayed on was like paradise. I really hope we will go back one day.